Friday, 25 September 2015

born a fifth time...

No that is a lie, I am not born again. I am still dying. This corpse still murmers.

but screw it. there is no more me.

they made sure he was killed completely. but no one stayed to witness the death. every single person against this sole soul, incomplete yet they took turns at beating him.

it was indeed a long con... I first thought it was a joke, inviting me to facebook. that group. how could anyone want to know me. this misery.they fooled me, I thought they were genuine.

I was so fucking wrong.

They just had time to play me. almost 2 years, even if a few made it clear I was nothing to them.

Ahh and to use her to break me. Brilliant plan, how can so many people conspire so absolutely. So completely. She, to the point of even sending pictures, made me believe her. But I guess, an actress will pose nude if the role calls for it.

And she led me right into her web, to tangle me up in confusion and then slowly watch me suffocate in my own suffering.

Well done you fucks. Break a broken man, you end up with a world of pain.

so now I leave that all behind.and I have no clue where I am going now. she made sure I had no future here. No hope. She made sure that Jody and I would never meet again, and that any progress I'd made while sober, was laughable.

My studies, my work. given up. for a game she was playing with an entire group of people from all over, watching. toyed

I just cannot fathom how people can be so intentionally cruel..and they wonder why I lose my mind...

all of it is history now.

"I know you're innocent no more.. you'll see in time you're not immortal - we see right through you.."

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